Resolution Is Futile

by Hypocritical Hyperbole

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1.
...2, 3, 4! In my sleeping, I was dreaming that You were here with me But that's all in my head, You never said That we could be something The world is so bleak I wish I was close to you, You close to me Is that so crazy? But you're so far away You'd never say That you could love me I know, I know Long distance never works When I'm driving, I'm not thriving cos You're not here with me You're not by my side So nevermind Forget I said anything The world is so bleak I wish I was close to you, You close to me Is that so crazy? But you're so far away You'd never say That you could love me I wish I was close to you, You close to me Is that so crazy? But you don't run away, You'd never say That you could be with me I know, I know Long distance never works Long distance never works Long distance never works I wish I was close to you, You close to me (Long distance never works) But you're so far away, You'd never say (Long distance never works)
2.
Wit's End 03:34
Sometimes I feel like I'm obsessed Is this all part of the plan? I take a step right towards the ledge and now I'm peering over it I know it's you You push me to my wit's end You make me feel so small and insecure Deep down I'm tired of this shit I don't wanna let anybody down It's not for me, it's all for you So let's just get it over with Feeling obliged to sympathize So you just tell me what to do I grab a tank of gasoline I pour it on my body And then I grab a match and I Set myself ablaze I know it's you You push me to my wit's end Bloody knuckles, fist goes through the wall I'm just so sick of this shit I'm just tired of letting myself down (Yeah, yeah) The soul inside has opened up my eyes From night to night I burn myself alive I wanna fight but I just Spread myself too fucking thin I really don't even wanna be here sometimes You give me a reason to exist tonight Even if that reason's not so pure Even if I want to kill you You give me a reason to exist I really don't even wanna be here sometimes You give me a reason to exist tonight Even if that reason's not so pure Even if I want to kill you You give me a reason to exist (Yeah) The soul inside has opened up my eyes From night to night I burn myself alive I wanna fight but I just Spread myself too fucking thin I know it's you (I know it's you) You push me to my wit's end Of all my thoughts, I know of this for sure I really don't wanna be near you I'm done letting myself down (Down, down, down)
3.
Isolating myself from the world again, I close my eyes for minute just to pretend That everything is fine, but I know that it's not So I hide all the pain deep down inside Don't wanna hear another word, another lie Don't wanna feel like I'm living here to die I'm so sick and tired of it all, But it's better than getting back up just to fall Don't wanna feel better Because better only Brings about let-downs Don't wanna feel better Because better is not Better when you're me Another lazy sleepless night, I scream and I cry Wondering what the fucking hell is going wrong on the inside I know now that the chemicals in me Are a purgery, a sickness, it's fucking killing me I hear you say that there's a way Another day, The solution is to fight and make a bigger man inside of me Don't really care when anyone I ever loved Has stabbed me in the back and ruined any hope of synergy What the fuck am I supposed to say When every day just fucking feels the same? How can I survive with this emptiness inside When every fucking day I'm feeling like I wanna die? Getting better only gets worse, no it's just a joke Nothing ever changes, just resets in stages And I don't wanna be another happiness machine When I know that it'll just get taken away from me Don't wanna feel better Because better only Brings about let-downs Don't wanna feel better Because better is not Better when you're me Don't wanna feel better Because better only Brings about let-downs Don't wanna feel better Because better is not Better when you're me I don't care It's my life I'll live it however I want to You cannot Persuade me I don't wanna feel Better Because better only Brings about let-downs Don't wanna feel better Because better is not Better when you're me Don't wanna feel better Because better only Brings about let-downs Don't let me get better Because better's not so Better WHEN YOU'RE ME
4.
I know what you are YEAH! I remember When I first saw you You were someone I could See myself with at all times before You took it all away Everything we made For yourself I know what you are You take from those who love you And you spit them out like cigarette smoke When you lie (You) I remember When I last saw you You were someone I could never let myself get closer to You bury all the shame Waking just the same Stay away I know what you are You take from those who love you And you spit them out like cigarette smoke When you lie (You're not so beautiful inside) I'm thinkin' I'll take back what's mine 'Til the end of time From that one that I despise (You're not so beautiful inside) And now I'm taking back what's mine 'Till the end of time From that one that I despise In my eyes, I See the truth now You're a demon Sent straight from Hell I know what you are You take from those who love you And you spit them out like cigarette smoke When you lie I know what you are You know what I have You've taken everything an more You succubus YEAH!
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One sided hope Is what you feel When you never bothered to ask me why it was That I felt so far away This love's not real to me Your lies run through your teeth What you say and what you mean Are two very different things The more you lie to me, The less I love It's hard to say what's not fair When I crossed a line that's not there. How can I go too far when you never even drew one? And consequently, you sleep with whoever you please, Bringing me down to my knees Begging, screaming, pleading- WHERE DID I GO WRONG?! This love's not real to me Your lies run through your teeth What you say and what you mean Are two very different things The more you lie to me, The less I love you Things you say to me Don't make no sense It's all in your head to think That I would simply go along With you You tear me apart, You tell me your lies I take the pain and I bury it all deep down inside And I know Nothing will ever be the same What you say and what you mean Are two very different things The more you lie to me, The less I love Things you say to me Don't make no sense It's all in your head to think That I would simply go along With you
6.
Fetter 02:34
7.
Loner 02:22
I've done nothing here tonight And nothing ever turns out right You don't have to be alone (Lost in your thoughts) You don't have to run away (Gone far from home) You don't have to be alone (All by yourself) I'm right here... When the sky is dark and grey The pain won't ever seem to fade Hold on just for one more day You don't have to be alone (Drowned in your thoughts) You don't have to fade away (Losing your faith) You don't have to be alone (Pushing me away) I'm right here... I've done nothing here tonight I hope someday I'll be alright
8.
I'm alone in my thoughts What will I do tonight To help me forget? I am the king of apathy (Make it go away) I cannot feel this pain (In my soul) What will I do to myself? I'm so lost in my thoughts What do I say? I am the king of apathy (Make it go away) I cannot feel this pain (Inside my soul) I am the king of apathy Make it go away I cannot feel this pain In me
9.
Ok 4 Now 03:31
I'm okay for now But what happens when I break down? It's so shameful how I lie to myself just to keep myself GOING I'm okay for now But what happens when I break down? It's so shameful how I lie to myself now Digging deep inside my skin The medicine is wearing thin I kick up dirt and scrape my shins Falling through the looking glass Dreaming of a better place I hope someday I can erase The pain inside, all my disdain IT'S EATING ME ALIVE INSIDE I'm okay for now But what happens when I break down? It's so shameful how I lie to myself now Bleeding out and wearing thin I push myself to make amends I'm drying out, I'm shedding skin A candle burning at both ends I wish someone would save my soul I hope that I don't die alone Somewhere someone could save me now SAVE ME FROM WHAT I'VE BECOME I push myself back to the ledge I stare and stutter, take a breath I feel so very close to death Deep inside the pain won't pass The memory is wearing down My mental anguish here unbound I push my fingers in my eyes I NEVER GOT TO SAY GOODBYE I'm okay for now But what happens when I break down? It's so shameful how I lie to myself just to keep myself GOING I'm okay for now But what happens when I break down? It's so shameful how I lie to myself now Just to keep myself GOING RrrrrrrAGH I'm okay for now But what happens when I break down? It's so shameful how I lie to myself just to keep myself GOING This dream is real, I've had my fill Please wake me up from my own hell I'M BREAKING DOWN UGH
10.
Technological substitution What do we do with these new delusions? People are crying out in pain What do we do when we can't see the rain? Dropping, and stopping, the world's confused Do we even know the pressure of the one who's used? Used to the pain, the rain, the sorrow. They're pushing it out like there's no tomorrow BUY YOURSELF It's what we do when we don't know what to do BY YOURSELF Feeling so alone in this world so cold Are you lost, my dear? I speak my words, but you don't hear Independence near At what cost do we adhere? BUY YOURSELF! Dredging out alone in this brand new sphere The inclination of the ones who are insincere Starving and yearning for the things we lost What do we do when the bodies start to drop? BUY YOURSELF It's what we do when we don't know what to do BY YOURSELF Feeling all alone in this crowded room Are you lost, my dear? I speak my words, but you don't hear Independence near At what cost do we adhere? "There's a fix for that" "Go on your own and find your path" Or is it really real? Are we cursed to never feel? Buy yourself Consume your grief Never fail To make ends meet All alone Reject yourself No one's here To help you now Struck with fear! So insincere! Dragging down, The grave draws near! Sense of touch, Never learned! How can we E-VER, RE-TURN?! Are you lost, my dear? I speak my words, but you don't hear Independence near At what cost do we adhere? "There's a fix for that" "Go on your own and find your path" Or is it really real? Are we cursed to never feel? BUY YOURSELF BY YOURSELF
11.
Lily 03:33
I tried to turn back time Hoping you'd still be mine I wish I knew the future To find you still alive I'll keep your memory with me I'll never let you go How could they take you from me? Something I'll never know I miss you Now the world's a darker place without your presence Here with me If I could trade, I would Presenting something good I'd find the when and where And you would still be here I'll keep your memory with me Won't let you go, I swear My world was taken from me This life is so unfair I miss you Now the world's a darker place without your presence Here with me No No No No No No No NOOOOO I'll keep your memory with me I'll keep it all my life My world was taken from me I NEVER SAID GOODBYE I love you I'll always think about you I miss you You'll always be my favourite girl I love you I'll always think about you I miss you You'll always be my favourite girl I love you, Lily

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Album #2. This album was written during some darker times, using music as therapy. From broken relationships, bad mental health, societal issues, and a dead dog, the music flowed.

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released April 6, 2024

All music written, recorded, and mixed by Seth Gray, the Hypocritical Hyperbole.

Dedicated to Lily. Rest in peace, girl.

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I make music to vent out my frustrations.

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