1. |
Long Distance
02:39
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...2, 3, 4!
In my sleeping,
I was dreaming that
You were here with me
But that's all in my head,
You never said
That we could be something
The world is so bleak
I wish I was close to you,
You close to me
Is that so crazy?
But you're so far away
You'd never say
That you could love me
I know, I know
Long distance never works
When I'm driving,
I'm not thriving cos
You're not here with me
You're not by my side
So nevermind
Forget I said anything
The world is so bleak
I wish I was close to you,
You close to me
Is that so crazy?
But you're so far away
You'd never say
That you could love me
I wish I was close to you,
You close to me
Is that so crazy?
But you don't run away,
You'd never say
That you could be with me
I know, I know
Long distance never works
Long distance never works
Long distance never works
I wish I was close to you,
You close to me
(Long distance never works)
But you're so far away,
You'd never say
(Long distance never works)
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2. |
Wit's End
03:34
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Sometimes I feel like I'm obsessed
Is this all part of the plan?
I take a step right towards the ledge
and now I'm peering over it
I know it's you
You push me to my wit's end
You make me feel so small and insecure
Deep down I'm tired of this shit
I don't wanna let anybody down
It's not for me, it's all for you
So let's just get it over with
Feeling obliged to sympathize
So you just tell me what to do
I grab a tank of gasoline
I pour it on my body
And then I grab a match and I
Set myself ablaze
I know it's you
You push me to my wit's end
Bloody knuckles, fist goes through the wall
I'm just so sick of this shit
I'm just tired of letting myself down
(Yeah, yeah)
The soul inside has opened up my eyes
From night to night I burn myself alive
I wanna fight but I just
Spread myself too fucking thin
I really don't even wanna be here sometimes
You give me a reason to exist tonight
Even if that reason's not so pure
Even if I want to kill you
You give me a reason to exist
I really don't even wanna be here sometimes
You give me a reason to exist tonight
Even if that reason's not so pure
Even if I want to kill you
You give me a reason to exist
(Yeah)
The soul inside has opened up my eyes
From night to night I burn myself alive
I wanna fight but I just
Spread myself too fucking thin
I know it's you
(I know it's you)
You push me to my wit's end
Of all my thoughts, I know of this for sure
I really don't wanna be near you
I'm done letting myself down
(Down, down, down)
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3. |
PRESS R TO RESET
03:49
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Isolating myself from the world again,
I close my eyes for minute just to pretend
That everything is fine, but I know that it's not
So I hide all the pain deep down inside
Don't wanna hear another word, another lie
Don't wanna feel like I'm living here to die
I'm so sick and tired of it all,
But it's better than getting back up just to fall
Don't wanna feel better
Because better only
Brings about let-downs
Don't wanna feel better
Because better is not
Better when you're me
Another lazy sleepless night, I scream and I cry
Wondering what the fucking hell is going wrong on the inside
I know now that the chemicals in me
Are a purgery, a sickness, it's fucking killing me
I hear you say that there's a way
Another day,
The solution is to fight and make a bigger man inside of me
Don't really care when anyone I ever loved
Has stabbed me in the back and ruined any hope of synergy
What the fuck am I supposed to say
When every day just fucking feels the same?
How can I survive with this emptiness inside
When every fucking day I'm feeling like I wanna die?
Getting better only gets worse, no it's just a joke
Nothing ever changes, just resets in stages
And I don't wanna be another happiness machine
When I know that it'll just get taken away from me
Don't wanna feel better
Because better only
Brings about let-downs
Don't wanna feel better
Because better is not
Better when you're me
Don't wanna feel better
Because better only
Brings about let-downs
Don't wanna feel better
Because better is not
Better when you're me
I don't care
It's my life
I'll live it however I want to
You cannot
Persuade me
I don't wanna feel
Better
Because better only
Brings about let-downs
Don't wanna feel better
Because better is not
Better when you're me
Don't wanna feel better
Because better only
Brings about let-downs
Don't let me get better
Because better's not so
Better
WHEN YOU'RE ME
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4. |
Git Rekt (Succubus)
04:10
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I
know
what
you are
YEAH!
I remember
When I first saw you
You were someone I could
See myself with at all times before
You took it all away
Everything we made
For yourself
I know what you are
You take from those who love you
And you spit them out like cigarette smoke
When you lie
(You)
I remember
When I last saw you
You were someone I could never let myself get closer to
You bury all the shame
Waking just the same
Stay away
I know what you are
You take from those who love you
And you spit them out like cigarette smoke
When you lie
(You're not so beautiful inside)
I'm thinkin'
I'll take back what's mine
'Til the end of time
From that one that I despise
(You're not so beautiful inside)
And now I'm taking back what's mine
'Till the end of time
From that one that I despise
In my eyes, I
See the truth now
You're a demon
Sent straight from Hell
I know what you are
You take from those who love you
And you spit them out like cigarette smoke
When you lie
I know what you are
You know what I have
You've taken everything an more
You succubus
YEAH!
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5. |
The Things You Say
04:23
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One sided hope
Is what you feel
When you never bothered to ask me why it was
That I felt so far away
This love's not real to me
Your lies run through your teeth
What you say and what you mean
Are two very different things
The more you lie to me,
The less I love
It's hard to say what's not fair
When I crossed a line that's not there.
How can I go too far when you never even drew one?
And consequently, you sleep with whoever you please,
Bringing me down to my knees
Begging, screaming, pleading-
WHERE DID I GO WRONG?!
This love's not real to me
Your lies run through your teeth
What you say and what you mean
Are two very different things
The more you lie to me,
The less I love you
Things you say to me
Don't make no sense
It's all in your head to think
That I would simply go along
With you
You tear me apart,
You tell me your lies
I take the pain and I bury it all deep down inside
And I know
Nothing will ever be the same
What you say and what you mean
Are two very different things
The more you lie to me,
The less I love
Things you say to me
Don't make no sense
It's all in your head to think
That I would simply go along
With you
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6. |
Fetter
02:34
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7. |
Loner
02:22
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I've done nothing here tonight
And nothing ever turns out right
You don't have to be alone
(Lost in your thoughts)
You don't have to run away
(Gone far from home)
You don't have to be alone
(All by yourself)
I'm right here...
When the sky is dark and grey
The pain won't ever seem to fade
Hold on just for one more day
You don't have to be alone
(Drowned in your thoughts)
You don't have to fade away
(Losing your faith)
You don't have to be alone
(Pushing me away)
I'm right here...
I've done nothing here tonight
I hope someday I'll be alright
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8. |
King of Apathy
03:20
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I'm alone in my thoughts
What will I do tonight
To help me forget?
I am the king of apathy
(Make it go away)
I cannot feel this pain
(In my soul)
What will I do to myself?
I'm so lost in my thoughts
What do I say?
I am the king of apathy
(Make it go away)
I cannot feel this pain
(Inside my soul)
I am the king of apathy
Make it go away
I cannot feel this pain
In me
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9. |
Ok 4 Now
03:31
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I'm okay for now
But what happens when I break down?
It's so shameful how
I lie to myself just to keep myself GOING
I'm okay for now
But what happens when I break down?
It's so shameful how
I lie to myself now
Digging deep inside my skin
The medicine is wearing thin
I kick up dirt and scrape my shins
Falling through the looking glass
Dreaming of a better place
I hope someday I can erase
The pain inside, all my disdain
IT'S EATING ME ALIVE INSIDE
I'm okay for now
But what happens when I break down?
It's so shameful how
I lie to myself now
Bleeding out and wearing thin
I push myself to make amends
I'm drying out, I'm shedding skin
A candle burning at both ends
I wish someone would save my soul
I hope that I don't die alone
Somewhere someone could save me now
SAVE ME FROM WHAT I'VE BECOME
I push myself back to the ledge
I stare and stutter, take a breath
I feel so very close to death
Deep inside the pain won't pass
The memory is wearing down
My mental anguish here unbound
I push my fingers in my eyes
I NEVER GOT TO SAY GOODBYE
I'm okay for now
But what happens when I break down?
It's so shameful how
I lie to myself just to keep myself GOING
I'm okay for now
But what happens when I break down?
It's so shameful how
I lie to myself now
Just to keep myself GOING
RrrrrrrAGH
I'm okay for now
But what happens when I break down?
It's so shameful how
I lie to myself just to keep myself GOING
This dream is real, I've had my fill
Please wake me up from my own hell
I'M BREAKING DOWN
UGH
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10. |
B(u)y Yourself
04:01
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Technological substitution
What do we do with these new delusions?
People are crying out in pain
What do we do when we can't see the rain?
Dropping, and stopping, the world's confused
Do we even know the pressure of the one who's used?
Used to the pain, the rain, the sorrow.
They're pushing it out like there's no tomorrow
BUY YOURSELF
It's what we do when we don't know what to do
BY YOURSELF
Feeling so alone in this world so cold
Are you lost, my dear?
I speak my words, but you don't hear
Independence near
At what cost do we adhere?
BUY YOURSELF!
Dredging out alone in this brand new sphere
The inclination of the ones who are insincere
Starving and yearning for the things we lost
What do we do when the bodies start to drop?
BUY YOURSELF
It's what we do when we don't know what to do
BY YOURSELF
Feeling all alone in this crowded room
Are you lost, my dear?
I speak my words, but you don't hear
Independence near
At what cost do we adhere?
"There's a fix for that"
"Go on your own and find your path"
Or is it really real?
Are we cursed to never feel?
Buy yourself
Consume your grief
Never fail
To make ends meet
All alone
Reject yourself
No one's here
To help you now
Struck with fear!
So insincere!
Dragging down,
The grave draws near!
Sense of touch,
Never learned!
How can we
E-VER, RE-TURN?!
Are you lost, my dear?
I speak my words, but you don't hear
Independence near
At what cost do we adhere?
"There's a fix for that"
"Go on your own and find your path"
Or is it really real?
Are we cursed to never feel?
BUY YOURSELF
BY YOURSELF
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11. |
Lily
03:33
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I tried to turn back time
Hoping you'd still be mine
I wish I knew the future
To find you still alive
I'll keep your memory with me
I'll never let you go
How could they take you from me?
Something I'll never know
I miss you
Now the world's a darker place
without your presence
Here with me
If I could trade, I would
Presenting something good
I'd find the when and where
And you would still be here
I'll keep your memory with me
Won't let you go, I swear
My world was taken from me
This life is so unfair
I miss you
Now the world's a darker place
without your presence
Here with me
No
No
No
No
No
No
No
NOOOOO
I'll keep your memory with me
I'll keep it all my life
My world was taken from me
I NEVER SAID GOODBYE
I love you
I'll always think about you
I miss you
You'll always be my favourite girl
I love you
I'll always think about you
I miss you
You'll always be my favourite girl
I love you, Lily
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